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Overview [Updated 8/6/12]
Mar. 8th, 2019 12:31 pm
Your name is ERIDAN AMPORA.
It seems like just yesterday you trolling a young ROSE LALONDE, using yourCHARM AND WIT DRAMATICS to try to gain a KISMESIS out of the deal, your efforts remained FRUITLESS, as she had DESTROYED your computer. After doing so, you were suddenly thrown to a large SPACE STATION known as SACROSANCT. This was DECEMBER 10, 2010, and you will never forget that day.
From here, you were still revered as a TOOL, especially towards your "FRIENDS". You were in CAHOOOOOOOOTS with a certain cerulean troll by the name of VRISKA SERKET, and things were pretty DECENT on your behalf.
That is, until the STATION had the hilarious IDEA to take yourself, SOLLUX CAPTOR and FEFERI PEIXES back to your home. From there, you came back with a WAND, and a pocketful of REGRETS. You also came back and everyone had ABANDONED you, even going as far as KILLING you MULTIPLE times. (By this, you mean via Serket killing, and a lovely hanging from TEREZI PYROPE and KANAYA MARYAM. They had also confiscated your WAND during that time.)
This would not be the only BAD time you would have. Not long after, there would be an attempt to TAKE OVER the station by one SHODAN. She had MANIPULATED Sollux and CHANGED him in his PHYSICAL appearance and his MIND as well. She would do this for MANY others, but how you play in this situation is similar to the others. You were TRICKED, LURED into her lair, and captured by SOLLUX. You were able to escape, but you were CHANGED. You had LOST your SEADWELLER FINS and GILLS in the process.
You're not smart. Sometimes the PLANS you think you THINK THROUGH THOROUGHLY do not go in the same way you'd wish, depsite being the "EXCELLENT TACTICIAN" you proudly boast about. You would JOIN forces with SHODAN while she FIXED your fins and gills. You would end up DEFENDING her against VRISKA SERKET, KILLING with sweet satisfaction. You would also gain a MOIRAIL around this time from a strange, ALTERNATE UNIVERSE and SOBER Gamzee, since you were the only one STUPID and DESPERATE enough to do it. Not long AFTER, you would be used again in ANOTHER TAKEOVER, Witness EVENTS from the minds of OTHERS, and you would get some INSIGHT in your own MIND on why what you had done back at the VEIL was TERRIBLE. Yep. Much later, another event would occur. You watched your FUTURE MATESPRIT die during this CATASTROPHY, and watched your KISMESIS suffer as well. Also your friends, but those are the ones that really mattered the MOST to you. In fact, this made you ACT upon your FLUSHED FEELINGS and actually ask to be intwined in RED ROMANCE. It would work out, and it has for the last few PERIGEES.
Somewhere along the line, BIG CHANGES happened. You had gotten into it with your kismesis to the point of him SCARRING you. These SCARS that you have are something that you actually sort of like. They are REMINDERS of what he DID to you, but they look fucking COOL so whatever. Not long after that, you were going somewhere with your kismesis, going through a TELEPORTER, and coming out GOD TIER. It was incredibly nice, even if you did not have the ASSOCIATED POWERS or INVINICBILITY that being god tier holds. You also dropped the BALL that you had been suffering from a SOPOR ADDITION over the last few PERIGEES. This gave many a lot of STRESS and action was taken PROMPTLY to help you.
If this didn't make things OBVIOUS, you are not the best at QUADRANTS. Even when proposing multiple times how you are TAKEN in RED and BLACK, you still find yourself OFFHANDEDLY FLIRTING with those whom you enjoy. Back to your QUADRANTS on the other hand: You have to deal with watching your MATESPRIT continue to consume SLIME, knowing that it's HURTING him and you have DEALT with that on a small LEVEL. But you FEAR that if he ever does go SOBER, that he would LEAVE you... and you could not DEAL with that. In regards to your KISMESIS, you have ALMOST broken the quadrant MULTIPLE times, went through a TIME where you acted WAY too RED for your own good, and you say the WRONG things to him at times. It isn't your FAULT, though. You just can't help it.
Recently, you have been somewhat BLESSED with good FORTUNE. Your ancestor, ORPHANER DUALSCAR has shown up in the STATION, and you have even been able to get him to LIVE on the BOAT, even if he has made things a bit DIFFICULT for you. You deal with what you can.It has been a LONG journey for what you've seen so far, but you're positive things will get BETTER.
Or so you think. Recently, things have not been getting better on your behalf. The perigees spent with your ancestor were amazingly awesome, and you are without a doubt so lucky to have him in your life, unfortunately... The station had decided otherwise. Not only has it taken away half of your quadrants, but to add another personal cut, it also took away your ancestor. This admittingly hurt you more than you imagined, as you reclaim your spot at being the only seadweller upon the entire station yet again. Ensuring that once again, you feel alone.
You now see it's going to be harder for things to get better, but... you still think that they'll return, and things will get better again, especially with the words of a friend who you've deeply revered over the sweep that you've been sitting on this god forsaken station.
You HOPE they'll get better, anyways.
It seems like just yesterday you trolling a young ROSE LALONDE, using your
From here, you were still revered as a TOOL, especially towards your "FRIENDS". You were in CAHOOOOOOOOTS with a certain cerulean troll by the name of VRISKA SERKET, and things were pretty DECENT on your behalf.
That is, until the STATION had the hilarious IDEA to take yourself, SOLLUX CAPTOR and FEFERI PEIXES back to your home. From there, you came back with a WAND, and a pocketful of REGRETS. You also came back and everyone had ABANDONED you, even going as far as KILLING you MULTIPLE times. (By this, you mean via Serket killing, and a lovely hanging from TEREZI PYROPE and KANAYA MARYAM. They had also confiscated your WAND during that time.)
This would not be the only BAD time you would have. Not long after, there would be an attempt to TAKE OVER the station by one SHODAN. She had MANIPULATED Sollux and CHANGED him in his PHYSICAL appearance and his MIND as well. She would do this for MANY others, but how you play in this situation is similar to the others. You were TRICKED, LURED into her lair, and captured by SOLLUX. You were able to escape, but you were CHANGED. You had LOST your SEADWELLER FINS and GILLS in the process.
You're not smart. Sometimes the PLANS you think you THINK THROUGH THOROUGHLY do not go in the same way you'd wish, depsite being the "EXCELLENT TACTICIAN" you proudly boast about. You would JOIN forces with SHODAN while she FIXED your fins and gills. You would end up DEFENDING her against VRISKA SERKET, KILLING with sweet satisfaction. You would also gain a MOIRAIL around this time from a strange, ALTERNATE UNIVERSE and SOBER Gamzee, since you were the only one STUPID and DESPERATE enough to do it. Not long AFTER, you would be used again in ANOTHER TAKEOVER, Witness EVENTS from the minds of OTHERS, and you would get some INSIGHT in your own MIND on why what you had done back at the VEIL was TERRIBLE. Yep. Much later, another event would occur. You watched your FUTURE MATESPRIT die during this CATASTROPHY, and watched your KISMESIS suffer as well. Also your friends, but those are the ones that really mattered the MOST to you. In fact, this made you ACT upon your FLUSHED FEELINGS and actually ask to be intwined in RED ROMANCE. It would work out, and it has for the last few PERIGEES.
Somewhere along the line, BIG CHANGES happened. You had gotten into it with your kismesis to the point of him SCARRING you. These SCARS that you have are something that you actually sort of like. They are REMINDERS of what he DID to you, but they look fucking COOL so whatever. Not long after that, you were going somewhere with your kismesis, going through a TELEPORTER, and coming out GOD TIER. It was incredibly nice, even if you did not have the ASSOCIATED POWERS or INVINICBILITY that being god tier holds. You also dropped the BALL that you had been suffering from a SOPOR ADDITION over the last few PERIGEES. This gave many a lot of STRESS and action was taken PROMPTLY to help you.
If this didn't make things OBVIOUS, you are not the best at QUADRANTS. Even when proposing multiple times how you are TAKEN in RED and BLACK, you still find yourself OFFHANDEDLY FLIRTING with those whom you enjoy. Back to your QUADRANTS on the other hand: You have to deal with watching your MATESPRIT continue to consume SLIME, knowing that it's HURTING him and you have DEALT with that on a small LEVEL. But you FEAR that if he ever does go SOBER, that he would LEAVE you... and you could not DEAL with that. In regards to your KISMESIS, you have ALMOST broken the quadrant MULTIPLE times, went through a TIME where you acted WAY too RED for your own good, and you say the WRONG things to him at times. It isn't your FAULT, though. You just can't help it.
Recently, you have been somewhat BLESSED with good FORTUNE. Your ancestor, ORPHANER DUALSCAR has shown up in the STATION, and you have even been able to get him to LIVE on the BOAT, even if he has made things a bit DIFFICULT for you. You deal with what you can.
Or so you think. Recently, things have not been getting better on your behalf. The perigees spent with your ancestor were amazingly awesome, and you are without a doubt so lucky to have him in your life, unfortunately... The station had decided otherwise. Not only has it taken away half of your quadrants, but to add another personal cut, it also took away your ancestor. This admittingly hurt you more than you imagined, as you reclaim your spot at being the only seadweller upon the entire station yet again. Ensuring that once again, you feel alone.
You now see it's going to be harder for things to get better, but... you still think that they'll return, and things will get better again, especially with the words of a friend who you've deeply revered over the sweep that you've been sitting on this god forsaken station.
You HOPE they'll get better, anyways.
